To Fall Asleep letra

Bittersweet remedy, heal me
I've tried to be everything you need of me

I'm not holding my breath, I know that ruin merely rests
I can feel it pressed against my chest
Like a virus, I've tried to find us, a way out of this hole
With my hands pressed against my nose
I'm trying to be holy, but I still don't feel whole
I'm trying to be holy, but I still don't feel whole

Can't you see that it's haunting me
Every night when I try to sleep?
I'm so weak
Burdened by the epiphany
That misery's periphery won't let me be

The grass is always greener when you live in black and white
I try to close my eyes, imagine everything's alright
But honey like an arrow, sewn into a quiver
It's in my marrow, it's in my liver
You watch me wilt away like a flower without rain
There's nothing you can do, honey, please just look away

I am nailed to this cross, and I must carry it alone
I'd ask you to hold my hands but they're worn to the bone

Can't you see that it's haunting me
Every night when I try to sleep?
I'm so weak
Burdened by the epiphany
That misery's periphery won't let me be

Bittersweet remedy, leave me

Its shadow follows me
I try to fall asleep

Fall asleep
I try to fall asleep

Holding Absence - Letras

• A Crooked Melody
• A Godsend
• Afterlife
• Awake
• Beyond Belief
• Birdcage
• Celebration Song
• Coffin
• Curse Me With Your Kiss
• Death Nonetheless
• Die Alone (In Your Lover's Arms)
• Dream Of Me
• Drugs And Love
• Everything
• False Dawn
• Head Prison Blues
• Her Wings
• Here Forever
• Honey Moon
• In Circles
• Last Of The Evening Light
• Like a Shadow
• Liminal
• Marigold
• Monochrome
• Mourning Song
• Nomoreroses
• Perish
• Permanent
• Purge
• Saint Cecilia
• Scissors
• The Angel In The Marble
• The Greatest Mistake Of My Life
• These New Dreams
• To Fall Asleep
• Wilt
• You Are Everything
• Your Love (Has Ruined My Life)